I remember / je me souviens
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For those limbic bursts of nostalgia, invented by Proust, miniaturized by Nicholson Baker, and freeze-dried by Joe Brainard in his I remember and by Georges Perec in his Je me souviens.

But there are no fractions, the world is an integer
Like us, and like us it can neither stand wholly apart nor disappear.
When one is young it seems like a very strange and safe place,
But now that I have changed it feels merely odd, cold
And full of interest.
          --John Ashbery, "A Wave"

Sometimes I sense that to put real confidence in my memory I have to get to the end of all rememberings. That seems to say that I forego remembering. And now that strikes me as an accurate description of what it is to have confidence in one's memory.
          --Stanley Cavell, The Claim of Reason


Monday, August 12, 2013
I remember a small display of human fetuses in jars in the biology lab. It was fascinating, of course, as a window into creatures of an unseen world, a scientific curiosity that was really more about fantasy, much like dinosaur skeletons (which I didn't see until some years later). And it was morbid in a way that I sensed but didn't fully appreciate. And it was mysterious because -- where in the world did they come from? I vaguely knew about abortions and miscarriages, but it didn't seem possible that there were so many fetuses that every school in the country would have half a dozen. I remember thinking it strange that they weren't too expensive for our school to own. I asked my mother this and she was evasive but relatively nonchalant: they came from hospitals, and there were assuredly more than enough of them. I remember their color, light and translucent, and the size of the largest one, which wasn't very far along, but had, I think, ears and fingers. The jars immediately next to them held snakes. I remember noticing the display less each time I went into the lab.


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